((((((Catherine)))))))
Hmmmm, I don't see a fool
perhaps feeling foolish about something but feelings don't identify who
one is........
I hear the sadness and perhaps some feeling of defeat?? Do correct my
sense here...it's ok to be in your place right now. It's not ok to decide
to stay there with your bat.
these thoughts are for myself right now as well as for you....
thinking that if i perhaps say them to you, i will have to
acknowledge the "advice" for myself.

You have a survivor spirit....call on it, let it empower you
You have come so far in your journey, don't give up now
crawl if you have to
reach for a hand (mine is there)
use the old "white knuckle grip" it's ok, there are those who are willing to allow you to hang on to them that tight
whatever it takes,
however long
i will do what i can if you let me know what you need.