((((((Hangingon))))) You are amazing and are working so very veryhard with your t and allowing yourself to be vulnerable like that. I am glad you are getting into the childhood stuff. I also dont understand why my (and your) mother didnt have any foresight to protect her child. You are sharing really hard stuff and it seems to me you are exaclty where you need to be.

How very hard not to have a supportive person there with you at this time for school and upcoming graduation. Is there anyone at all that can come and be "family" for you in december?