The hardest thing for me is knowing that my "age of innocence" was taken away from me.......I don't remember anything good about growing up -- and now I'm growing old & I still have my past following me, hiding around the corner to jump on me & pummel me into little pieces; even though I am a totally changed person.....it wants to ruin the little I have. "Having a past" that follows you; when your innocence was stolen away is QUITE the drag

Peace....DAYZEE