Katileena,
First of all

! I am so sorry you are feeling all those things. Way to go with Posting! You know what, the things you listed I have very similar feelings. If you would like to there is a Grounding Skills Chat on Wednesdays at 7:00 pm est and you are always welcome there and at any chats of course.
I am so glad your sharing yourself healing has really going and yes to you have a therapist because they can help Big Time!
Glad your here and ALIVE!!!!!

ThaCrew