mickie67

I can understand where you are right now. It isn't fun at all. I've been there.

Try to hold onto every bit of hope that you possibly can. Times like these aren't easy at all. You have a lot to deal with. Focus on the exact present time as much as possible. It's impossible to think about everything at once, try to prioritize with a therapist. As you work through your troubles, reward yourself with the tiny pleasures you get in your life. Blowing bubbles, nature walks, biking, coloring, the list goes on and on! Those little pleasures help us get through the tough times. Very best wishes to you!

Shez