((((((((((((((((((((Sherry13))))))))))))))))))))
Even though I don't know you, your post totally touched my heart......man, can I relate!

It stalks me for the rest of my life; just jumps into my life out of the clear blue sky & all I can think about (if I even have the energy for that) is slitting my throat.............I know how hard it is to get out of bed....sigh.........
Sherry, I'd really like to tell you that it will get better; actually IT DOES!! IF you can make it through the "depressive episode" Hang tight, Sherry.........I wish you the very best! Hang on for dear life, hon -- you've got a chance!!
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DAYZEE