For my pdoc's residence exams whe is going to make me her project. i'm getting neuro-psych testing done to re-evaluate my diagnoses--schizoaffective disorder, OCD, PTSD, ADHD which i've had for 20 plus years.
I am so worried about it. So worried. Full of "what ifs"
Does it make a difference to neuro-psych testing if you are on or off meds?
What if I turn out to be perfectly normal or just a wee bit depressed and a little anxious?
Will my T drop me? Will my pdoc take my meds away?
Will my mom kill me for putting her thru such grief all these past 20 years?
Will you stop being my friend?
Will I be able to keep from killing myself for being a faker all these years?