[quote=lynn P.;1133603]
Thanks Lynn...I hope so too....I'm praying to get stronger and deal with day to day life.....It looks like I'm supper sensitive and all these sensitivity is ruining my relationships....these days I'm smiling more and I can see more people look at me....and I smile them back....
I signed up for a dating site...It's kinda disappointing sometimes when I see very older guys are emailing me (like over 20 years older)....but last night, I chat with couple of guys....It's just a little bit difficult for me to trust these people....not sure what to do?
for example, one guy has written in his profile that he knows so many languages. He wrote he knows around 7 or 8 languages including my mother language.....I thought he's joking, and I start chatting with him....then I found out he can speak my language and he told me he was born in my country....strange....then all of a sudden he asked me what I do this weekend and I told him that I'm busy....he said he wants to invite me for BBQ at his home on Saturday night....I said "Woha!"....Honesty, I was scared of him....He doesn't know me at all, he wants to invite me to his home....that was freaky....and these was after me giving him my phone number....I hope he's not a freak!!!!
I want to put some good effort to find a partner....same thing that guys do...they go out with so many girls and then they choose....
I hope I learn from my past relationships and I don't get too attached or jealous or intense, then I can have somebody in my life.....
Thanks again for your help
Marjan