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Originally Posted by treehouse
He is truly the only person in the world who knows the things that have been done to me, and the things I've done..and the feelings I have...and he still accepts me. In some ways, it feels like his love "counts" more than anyone else's because of that. It does feel good when he gives me a hug, or tells me he cares about me...I don't feel like he's placating me, really. But it just bounces off of me. I can't figure out how to believe in it, or let it in. It sounds so ridiculous, but I just can't do it.
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You know what Tree, I get it. You dont give to him, there is no reason he should love you for what you do for him. But he know the "inner tree" and still loves you. But you feel it is IMPOSSIBLE that he knows all that and loves Tree. It just doesnt feel real. Does it feel like a big brick wall between you and the sentence "I love you" ???? That is how I feel, too. How to break through that wall.........