Rainbow- I am afraid to say what happened in a public forum. But maybe its OK- no names here. Someone she knew very very well commited sui and was seeing her for meds. The change in meds was a big problem and it seemed to have made this person much worse and then he commited sui. He was not open about his feelings to my PNP or his t. But he should have been monitored more closely. The t this person saw was not the soothing voiced t but he works in the office.

As a matter of fact, my t told me a story about a borderline pt that committed sui and I felt like that patient needed more care from her- maybe it wouldnt have happened. It was b/c of the details of the story that I thought that. Her story had a different kind of impact on me than she intended. She intended it to scare me out of sui thoughts (she is brain damaged not dead). I told this story to my h and it was then he wanted me to leave her for all of the reasons I posted here. My h wants her to give me more care.

Sorry if my writing seems weird....my PNP increased my medication and it is making me feel woozy. But it doesnt it stop me from posting? LOL!