Well, we're back to the actual work now. (yay!) I told her how I've been feeling like **** lately, and how I've SIed, which I feel like she needs to know.

She seemed so disappointed with me today. She seemed disappointed that my depression is starting to come back, and I'm sure she was disappointed that I SIed. I hate knowing that I've disappointed T.

I'm not sure how I feel about today's session. I'm glad I was able to bring the issues back to the surface, but I don't want T to be mad at me/disappointed in me.