((((((Fallenangel)))))) I also agree that she is not disappointed in you. She may be feeling a lot of things when someone she cares about and wants to help is hurting herself, but its not anger at you. I agree, please bring up what you areimagining she is thinking when you tell her youSI'd. Its very brave that you tel her and I can tell you want very badly to heal and not SI.

Please love Fallenangel ....she deserves love and gentle care