so everyone says that going to talk to someone is a brave and mature things to do but how come i can't see it that way??
I don't feel either of those things...although I have been told a lot that I act way more mature than my age but thats because at some point you have to grow up some and get over some things.
I do feel like I should go talk to him again just because i feel like i left somewhat confused and I held back but thats just because I don't know him that well yet and I'm afraid that the thing I so badly want to get out in the open is that one thing that he would have to tell my parents about.
me and my mom have started fighting again too....
she gets mad that when i get home from school and work everyday that i just go up to my room and close the door because aparently i'm isolating myself from the family and i'm not doing what she wants me to do and i get a lecture everyday about why i should eat and why am i not eating dinner and its always something
its not worth talking to her sometimes you just have to walk away. i don't know how to be around her sometimes.
anyway i should stop blabing on and on about my problems because if i do this could get scary long so i shall stop
thanks to everyone who wrote a reply
i think i'm gonna go see him this coming week to talk maybe about the stuff that scares me beyond beilief but that is a BIG maybe
lots of love
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Morgan
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