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Old Sep 13, 2009, 08:45 AM
white_iris
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Originally Posted by Catherine2 View Post
w_i,
Keep speaking out.
Here, at Ts, get it out every way you can...it will lessen it's power over you.
Many posts ago, I shared that our journey was going to go through some hellish spots. They are just that--spots; a period of time when it hurts to continue but you've come too far to turn back.
The length of those times will grow shorter as you grow in confidence and trust yourself, when you accept that you will pick yourself up again and inch forward.
Guess who's inching along with you? Me. Maybe a few others...

When I needed reassurance, w_i, you were the first one to offer it to me...
Mind reader? No. Heart reader? Yes

Our hearts are listening to yours, our hands now reach for yours, we aren't going anywhere...we don't leave one of our own.

In Peace
Catherine
thank you......for the reminders, for the reassurance that there are hands and hearts...
i made it thru the night with sleep aides and pain meds and my dogs at my side. (usually they are closed in the kitchen).
it's a new morning.
H will be home tonight.

not even crawling today
sitting
huddled
cold
victim stance.....
defeat mode....
need to move
need to begin crawling.....
but the heaviness
the suffocating
air sucking darkness
my thoughts
and fears
hold me back...
trying to fight
trying to crawl
can't even think of flying
afraid to just let go
so here i sit.......