First nite I took benedryl and slept a ltl woke up in the middle of the night and took more benedryl. Then last night I took ativan and benedryl. I think I slept ok still got up early and bright eyed and bushy tailed at that. Allready ran all my errands. Don't have anything else planned to do so I'm roaming arounf my apt trying to decide how to keep myself busy. I have things I cld do but those don't seem fun. I want to have fun. I want something that uses energy. Trying to calm my mind is gonna stink so why try. I have many things I can do I just don't know if I can decide right now. Too much going on in my head right now.