It's good you have a T to go to...
I think this is a very important thing to bring up in your session with her.

You have to stay safe, and probably talking about it will bring up other things you need to talk about anyway. Is there any way you can schedule an extra meeting if there's too much to bring up? Or write out a list so that both you and your T know everything you want to cover?

Please do everything you need to stay safe, keep talking about it here if it helps