Havent seen T for 2 weeks. I went into our last session feeling stuck and that I didnt know what I wanted to deal with or how I felt. It was a really difficult session, and I was actually glad for a bit of break so that I could sort my feelings out. But, now I ve got T on Weds and I'm still in this stuck position. Im scared to keep the appointment feeling like this as I know how bad it was last time. I feel so far away from T, so uncared for, so alone.

Reading Kiya's post about cute things T has said to you makes me feel really sad- I can't think of any things T has said to me like that I feel so overwhelmed with sadness at the moment- why doesnt T like me the way your Ts like you Because I am so difficult and so not worth it.

I dont know if I should be asking T for something- he didnt reassure me he still wants to work with me- he said that it was entirely my decision whether or not I continue with therapy? What do you think? I'm wondering if anyone has been in this situation, and how/if you worked through it with/without T?