Hi Moonlighgt!

Things went great with my mom! I was totally amazed at the effort that she put into making me feel comfortable and to not put any pressure on me! I surely do hope that she will always be like that. Usually, she uses her efforts to make me feel bad abut something.

Yes, I cut last week and three weeks prior to that. I've been cutting every week or two since I was in the hospital, sometimes more often. I only stopped cutting for a few days after my hospital stay. My husband didn't know because I became very careful about cutting in places that wouldn't be noticeable; but last week I made very long cuts and they looked so bad the next morning that I knew he would notice them.

Currently, I'm on Effexor 300 mg p.d., Wellbutrin SR 300 mg p.d., and Xanax 4.5 mg p.d.. I''ve also tried Paxil, Celexa and Lexapro. I'd like to give this new dosage the four weeks to see if it works before going on antipsychotic drugs. My pdoc said that the antipsychotics can have more side effects.

Thanks for your good wishes!

Julie