hi to all, im suffering depression this time coz my bf leave me after everything happened to us. we r almost a year but he is not consistent on his mind his decision is always chnaging sonetimes ok sometimes not. he already propose to me but he got it back..i dnt know how to describe him if he is really just playing hearts, coz before he has many failed relationships i dnt know whats the reason, of course its all positive to his side if he will talk about it. im wondering if he also has attention deficet disorder, his son was diagnosed lately..and now what mke me more depress was i got genital herpes from him, im very down why its easy for him to leave me after all of this. im very good and nice to him my friends even told me he is lucky he got me, but i dnt know what kind of heart he have. he even told me i should not get worried i had herpes i can stil find another guy, i told him its very hard coz im guilty if i wil look for other guy. and besides i dnt want to infect other.. what i want is him coz i love him also but he said he is not happy with me, he is afraid of getting bored which is not acceptable to me coz beforehand he already know coz he is asking and told him all about me.. its so hard to accept all of this, im so deppressed.
thanks for reading, and thanks in advance for advise..thank you