It would seem to me that according to your original post, Writingmithinks: "I've never had feelings with anything" that you would respond with not wanting the feelings of: caring, concern, safety and security but the T did say it could get painful. These more gentle feelings will help to buffer the pain when you do feel it. It is impossible for us, here on PC, to predict what is in store for you. Be gentle and kind to yourself. Has your t mentioned what type of therapy she/he is using?

Your observation, Calista, appears right-on. It fits with Writingmithinks self-knowledge.

We hope the best for you, Writing. Let us know how you are doing, if you can.

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