I've done a very stupid thing. I am in Oregon on a business trip and I knew we would be sight-seeing after the meetings and I did not bring my leg braces. I hate them. I hate hate hate them now that I had to get new ones. I hate them. But because I didn't bring them, I am in so much pain right now, I've just been sitting up on the hotel bed for the last three hours crying from pain. I took two Excedrin's and it didn't touch the pain. I shouldn't complain because it's my own stupid fault but I can't take this pain. I hate that I have it, I hate that I can't walk around a city like a normal person without ending up like this. It's stupid. I'm stupid. MD is stupid. I can't even stand up to walk across the room, how am I going to walk through an airport tomorrow? It's not just my legs, hips and feet; it's my fingers and arms, too. Stupid.