I keep seeing myself in the shower, hurting myself. I have the urges to do it.
I am constantly worrying , ruminating and obsessing and it is a lot of pressure. I keep thinking if I could cut myself and cut deep it would relieve the pressure.
But I CAN’T do that. I live with my mother now and all of that blood would upset her so much. I don’t want to do that to her.
But I need relief.
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I love your faults because they are part of you and I love you. --my BFF
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