Yes, she's considered it. It's hard for her, I know it is. She really doesn't know what to do tbh. I'm guiding her as much as possible and while it's not a pressure on me, it's more of a pleasure for me to at least try to help her, but moreso when she accepts and appreciates the help. It's nice to be appreciated once in a while.

I just wish it could be easier, you know? I wish she didn't get half the s--t she does. It just.. Ugh. I hate seeing someone in so much pain. Especially when they see me practically everyday now. I mean, she'll be going home soon, but I'll still worry my arse off... You all know what I'm like!

I feel so down today and I know that it's because of my stupidity last night, but I'll explain that in PM's if you want to know. I'm tired, didn't sleep last night and just feel icky. Sorry