I hope you don't mind, but I did go back and read all of your threads. Just from reading all of that I think that your bf is very controlling. When he gets upset with you, he runs into the bedroom and with holds his love. I also read where your daughter just had a baby, and he didn't want her over your house. IMO that is really uncalled for. I bet your son is wanting you to leave him so, so bad. Are you able now to go live with your daughter for a little bit until you can get on your feet? As faar as your anxiety you can see if there is a free clinic in your area so that you can get treated for it. I also have anxiety, and I take meds for it. You can be treated for your anxiety. You know if my bf was acting like a child then I would love for him just to stay in the bedroom. You know I would just let that go about the sister and their relationship. He's not going to stop, but I do think that you need to work on getting out of there. You and your son deserve better then this. If you get a job and he gets pissed, then let him get pissed. Start worrying about you, and your son. If you go look for a job, try to get a job on the bus line, so you won't need to ask bf.