Elysium and all,
I'm afraid this is the beginning of a drug addiction...I'm addicted to Morphine, and that started somewhere!
I hope you find the courage to stop, because as I have learned, it's not a very healthy way to deal with stress..
please don't be afraid to PM me if you have any questions or need someone to talk to!
You are all wonderful peepole (who love watermelon!)
Take care,
(Kay)Erik