Someone asked me to post my poems. I don't think they are appropriate for the creative croner so I'm putting them here. They are all about cutting. They are all in the order that I wrote them, and I know some of them are really lame. This is the first time anyone has seen these poems. Also know that even though some of these suggest suicidal thoughts, I'm not planning on it so please don't take it that way.

Pain is all that I feel here
No happiness, little fear
Take a risk, just a slice
A little pain will feel nice
Watch the blood slowly drip
Touch the blood to my lip
Tastes so good
Like it should
Thick and pure
What a cure
For now, the pain I lack
But tomorrow it will be back
Again, the cycle will start
Hurting me and breaking my heart

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My happiness so far away
No want to see another day
Yet here it comes once again
Another day to cut my skin
The scars become more and more
Cleaning them becomes a chore
The pain rarely does subside
Along with it goes my pride
All I can do is give in
Always knowing I can’t win

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Always crying
I keep trying
My soul dying
Still lying

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Oh blade my sweet bliss
Fast and deep I slit my wrist
Nothing will I miss

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I count on no one
They all betray
So in my bed
Here I lay
Looking down
At the knife
For I know
It can ease my strife
So simple
Yet hard to do
For I know
It hurts you too
The cravings
They’re getting strong
I want to give in
But I know it’s wrong
I care for you
And don’t want to cause you pain
But how long
Will this feeling remain
My heart is beating
Faster and faster
The pain can subside
But only after
I finally give in
And damage done
To not only me
But to everyone
Your friendship
Is worth much more
Than anything
I’ve come across before
But how much
It’s hard to tell
Will this ruin our friendship
If so farewell

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Oh sweet bliss, come back to me
Come take away this misery
Please help, just a little pain
The blood is starting to stain
Yet nothing I feel
Will the wounds ever heal
I’m becoming so numb
Why won’t the pain just come.
Deeper and deeper I go
Till I feel the pain that I love and know

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It's been so long
This lonely night
Thinking about
What is right
I know I shouldn't
Do I dare
It's just a little
Tiny tare
It doesn't hurt
As much as you think
It just takes a second
In one blink
If only I could
Stop with one
But now the pattern
Has begun
I must continue
And finish it now
Then I stop
And wonder how
How I had done
More and more
Not realizing all
The blood on the floor
I wash it off
Leaving a stain
Watching most of it
Go down the drain
Knowing tomorrow
I will start anew
And more blood
Will ensue

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I hope you guys liked them. These ones are all mine, but I do like to read ones other people write.