Hey everyone!

Thought I would write something in here since I haven't been writing much lately anywhere.

I almost made it into treatment....sadly the day before day treatment started my life fell to hell....

I got into a fight with my boyfriend and left him. It was over something stupid like my phone. I can't remember everything that was said, but we both said some pretty nasty things.

I walked out, and lost everything....I had no money, no job, no home, and just the clothes on my back.

I went back the next day, and was able to only get a few items of clothing and a box of music and CDs.

He is now keeping everything....including my bike, my computer, my furniture (a bookshelf and a desk), my books, my cat, and a few other things.

The worst thing is that apparently I owe him for early termination fees on 2 phones, 1/2 the credit card debt, and my child support.

It was his idea to have me take a LOA, and I don't agree with 1/2 the credit card debt as I supported him for almost 8 months as he piddle around with his business which fell flat on its face.

Needless to say, I didn't make it into the day treatment program because of this. When I was supposed to be in the program, I was out trying to get a place to live (thank you to my friends, who had an extra room and needed help with rent), get temporary funding so that I could start looking for work, get a job, and try to keep sane.

So needless to say, I have nothing...and tonight I'm hurting....I'm sad....I'm still trying to figure out what I did wrong.

I hope things get better......-sigh-