[quote=_Sky;1128861] Why the upset now? You've lived with this "all your life" and are functioning, what is your real concern here, do you know?

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First The original poster has not reponded back so we are just chattering amungst ourselves..



Sky I know you are attempting to be supportive.

I do not know if you have ADHD ,

its very debilitating and life has been quite a challenge to try to be a little bit functional.

I really don't concider having an eating disorder functional . or anger , or mood swings or impatience , or forgeting things, losing things , money not completeing school work being late because you set down your keys . or you go to the bathroom and can;t remember what you were on route to do befire you had to go . You walk out to your car start it and realize there are at least thre things you had planned o putting i your car that are not ther and when you go into the house you spend time trying to find out where you set them down because you got sidetracked .

Or say for me this week I locked myself out of my car TWICE . one time it cost me 50,00 because I thought I had but my lock box back under my car but realized later I did not .
Or you have to return to a store to go retrieve the envelopes you bought because you left them o the counter because the cashier engaged you in conversation at least twice a day.

depressed anti social and having to do meanail labor because you can;t figure out why your brain is the way it is and your blamed for being a slob or uncaring and could do something about it if you would just "TRY"

I do not consider this being "functional" . and its certainly not "us"

who we are . Its not who we want to be.

Im just a little bit angry and fed up right Now whith my ow brain .
Life is not "FUN" at ALL!!!!!!

I spend moments in despair each day . tired of retracing my steps driving back and forth getting to work and having to drive home , day in and day out.

I would never bring another human into my existance..
NEVER!



Patricia