ok, now that helps me to understand a little more about you.

you are like me in some ascpets I never wanted to tell anyone I was not eating till it was almost too late.
But I knwo now that is not the correct way to do it....

You will find the comfort zone someday, and be able to talk more freely with a thearpist, just try is all I am asking or at least a pdoc

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- G.K. Chesterton
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