I feel awful. I emailed my t a couple of times yesterday, telling her something that has been bothering me. I'm used to doing this. She has always allowed me to email her. She doesn't love them, but she knows i need them to feel connected between sessions. She always replies to my concerns, usually within a couple of hours. But yesterday, she didn't reply. I got a message this morning saying she'd gotten my emails but didn't have time to respond to them. She has never done this before. What makes it worse is that one of the things i emailed about was feeling like our relationship is not special because of all the other patients she also sees, and how she gives the same good things to them as to me. Now i feel even worse. She is probably tired of answering my emails and constantly reassuring me and figures that it's not working anyway -- I still don't feel important -- so why bother with going the extra mile?