I'm really sad/nervous.

Since the information regarding that guy surfaced this week, we're going to discuss that, which will inevitably lead us into discussing the actual situation, which we've never properly discussed. I'm not upset about that, because it's something I've been trying to discuss for months, but I'm nervous about it. I'm also nervous because last week T seemed so disappointed that my depression was starting to resurface, and I don't want to further disappoint her by bringing this up.

Also, this is the last session before we go to every 2 weeks for the year. She told me I can call her if I ever need an extra session, or if I just need to touch base with her, but it's still hard to consider that I'll be seeing less of T.