Right you are. But I've got to fill my time with lame introspective projects for the most part because I can't focus to read or play VG (and don't want to anyway. Feels pointless even if I win). It's just boring was all I was saying, but once I start a project, hours fly by.

Today I worked a lot in Excel. Made a compare/contrast chart on Mania vs. Depression in last month, one with exercise additionally, one with hours of sleep only (mostly from data of quizzes on this site, but also from my own journals). I made micro and macro ones. One for my notebook and one for either my T or P-doc. Chances are the T won't even look at them. He's more in to talking than reading things.

I take a walk, I make food, I eat, I drink, I post, I do random things and it's eventually 9pm. But really, each day feels like 3 or more. It's like, "That happened this morning? Really? Thought it was over the weekend." There are things I wish I could do but I can't sit still without fidgeting. You know how it is.

Argh...(mateys) I need to calm down and sleep but I don't want the associated depression...they are related in my case.