So... I haven't heard back from T yet
I'm beginning to get really anxious as to what her thoughts about my request (support in-between sessions) is.
I have a feeling she'll just want to talk about it in session - which makes me even more uncomfortable and discouraged - but the least she could do is respond to my email with that.
I can't help but feel humiliated for even thinking that someone would fill even a portion of my needs, and also rejected... not the first time in my life...
I need T