BOOOOM,
I fully understand what you are going through, I am a sophomore in college, however, I am 24. I hated school, couldn't focus, ALWAYS put things off until I was so stressed out that I thought the roof would literally collapse on me=and I even secretly wished it would. If you are not on medication, I would highly reccommed seeing a doc. I was put on Adderoll and have had quite a bit of luck with that. I feel however that my dose isn't high enough, or I'm just slowly losing it because I am feeling myself getting back into some of my old bad habits. I start a bunch of small projects to keep myself busy and then get mad, and overwhelmed when I am not finishing them in a timely manner. Hang in there. I am new to this forum stuff, but what can I say...sometimes misery NEEDS company!