Thanks, Didi.

I'm so glad you joined this forum because of me!! It makes me happy.

I know you're only a text or phonecall away and I'll be getting free calls to you soon, so I'll try calling you when I feel down. Sorry about the other night, I did feel horribly crap and was NOT enjoying my time on Earth tbh. Everything just went *splat* on my head and I crumbled. You know what it's like.

You know where I am if you need me too, because I know you struggle too sometimes. I'll try giving you a text tonight or something. You talking "s--t" actually helps you know, because you make me laugh!

I'm just.. Ugh. I'm really really struggling right now. I'm helping someone else and while it's not putting pressure on me at all, I'm angry, extremely, very, horribly angry and I can't stand it. Grrr. Could seriously punch someone again. I worry a lot about others, I know. But I just can't help it

I just need a friend around to help me, even just a hug, a comforting, supporting hug will help