Tree- I am very surprised too that she didnt want me to pursue the ED support. But, once again, I fugured someone else knows better than I do, so I didnt do it. She seemed to have thought I was doing too much therapy and I should go back and focus on my family. Not doing a real great job of that with all of these other issues.....she wants me to do what SHE wants me to do.

I want to work on my food issues as it relates to something deeper. I am terrified of the deeper stuff- but its where I have to go- slowly....very slowly. Like you, I have used food for so long to run from any feeling and to hurt myself.

OK- I'll go start a thread about today's appt........