Thanks everyone. This is the office where (I think I posted about this somewhere else) that my friend's boyfriend was going before he sui'd. I found this out after I had made this appt. He had been seeing my same PNP for meds and was at that time changing his medication. So, this place has now 2 strikes against it. I am so not inclined to talk to her. And I do agree that things happen for a reason. Maybe it just wasnt meant to be. I will see the other 2 next week and then decide. It was good hear your story, Stumpy. That your t who you like cancelled your first session. I may give her another chance- or maybe not.

Another weird thing is I called and called this ED place and couldnt get through. I tried and tried. Now Im thinking that the universe just wants me to stay with my t. I felt so much like I wanted to talk to her this afternoon. I am feeling very distant from her but I need a soothing voice and someone to tell me it will all be OK. I guess she isnt the one to call for that

About that door! It is a frosted, stained glass pretty door. But you CAN see people in there and even with the noise machine- I could hear every word this woman was saying. There were other rooms without glass doors, but if I do speak to this t I will definitely ask.

Anyway, I have lunch plans for tomorrow with 2 of the best friends I have made here. We can swap t stories.....Im all for t conversation. Im sort of afraid to mention PC! I dont want to be recognized. And they WOULD recognize me in a heartbeat!