I don't know why but I feel like there is an emptiness that needs to be filled by love. I keep looking for it and am not finding it. I have my son and my family and a couple friends but something is missing. I thought god was supposed to fill that emptiness with joy but it aches with longing. I try to imagine my life with the happiness and love in my heart and it seems like it would be wonderful. Yet it seems to elude me at every turn. So how do I stop feeling so lonely so unloved. How do I rid myself of the ache deep within my chest.