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Ack! How frustrating...I'm so sorry

I think it is SO GOOD that you are having lunch with your friends tomorrow. Being with my friends always makes me feel good, and connected, and reminds me of all of the real-life support I have.

As for the T...did she give any reason for canceling? That is a HUGE deal with child care and everything. The reason would be a big deciding factor for me...like if she woke up with the flu, I'd probably give her another chance. If she was running late...probably not.

Maybe you should check out the other two Ts and see how they feel. Maybe one of those will be "the one".

I don't think the universe is telling you to stay with your T. Maybe the universe is telling you that you are loved by good friends that you can count on...here and in real life