I'm glad that you're feeling better, instead of using this as a reason that you have to stay with him, see it instead as the reason you absolutely know you cannot. You deserve and will find someone much better. I'm truly sorry that you have to deal with this. But with proper nutrition, stress management and medication you can control the outbreaks. You have every reason to be upset and angry, but please do not let him further affect your life by making you feel trapped.

Start by realizing that this man is not worth your time.