I was with a girl for a couple months. first girl that ever really made me happy. I opened up to her so fast and she opened up to me fast too. we were happier with each other more than we've ever been with anyone else... but I was still in love with an old friend.. she knew I still had feelings for her going into the relationship and was fine with it. and I swore I told her that I was still in love with her but she says I didn't. eventually she got too hurt and we fought constantly about it and out of the heat of the moment, I broke it off with her. I didn't feel like it was right. she was heartbroken and begged for me back and said she didn't care but that just made me feel worse.. I couldn't get back with her knowing I still had feelings for another girl.. later I realized who I really was in love with and that my feelings for the other girl weren't really anything anymore. they had faded... but I guess I realized too late.. she had started drifting away from me and seeing someone else... she said they were just a friend but no matter what I honestly couldn't believe that this was just a friend... today she told me she likes the girl.. she said I pushed her into the comfort of someone else.. I'm insecure and I got jealous and would constantly ask her what was going on and it'd make her so upset and she'd talk to the other girl... she doesn't know what to do and neither do I. she said she just needed to trust me again but now I have to get her to trust me again and fight for her back.. I'm so scared of being hurt again. she lives 30 minutes away from the other girl and 2 hours from me so she sees her more than we see eachother.. I'm just so stuck.. I want her back.. I don't know what to do