im feeling so nervous over something stupid like going to school
its just a stupid building with people in them it shouldnt be this hard..
I avoided him all the rest of the week and he's not usually there at friday
and its not like its not normal or as if i havent been trough the same things since i was like 5 or something .. it doesnt make sense... but then again this shouldnt make sense i guess.. ok just me rambling at 5.30 in the morning ignore it lol