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Sep 17, 2009, 12:23 AM
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The husbansd is su0portive. The T hates us now,..we didn't threaten harm to the body; we just told him how we felt.
This talk about his lawyer makes us feel like too much trouble a liability to him. He says I am pushing him away, but if I cannot get help by talking to him & taking meds, what help is left>?
Its in my court now..either I go back with my tail between my legs or I quit. At which point the cops will be at my door.
I had a good relationship with this T for 15 years. Yes, I am more deeply depressed than I've ever felt. But T was overreacting to save his own butt.
I feel worthless and harmful to him & others close to me. I can't wrap m head around why he threw in the remark about his lawyer. That scared me.
This is my birthday and I wish I was never born.
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