It's not yourself, it is your ILLNESS which you may not be able to see but it is there, just like a physical illness, do not be hard on yourself

What kinds of things happened in your past? I had a terrible past but the more I deal with it in my own way, the more I heal Dealing with it in my own way involves sharing with a T YOU FEEL COMFORTABLE WITH, true friends, possible family, writing it out in a journal form, expressing it visually through artwork, also sharing right here on this website is WONDERFUL...I have posted in survivors of aubse forum and it is great..

Can you get a new T- 1 that you feel comfrotable with- this is your RIGHT to proper treatment and healing, do not be afraid to stick up for yourself