I personally would follow my heart wherever it leads me, and that is usually something very, very, exhilarating and passionate, very physical, very deep connection with someone very, very masculine

Of course that is just me, I keep finding fewer and fewer people have any similiarities with my way of living my life..I must be .0000000001 of a percentile to the norm

But I do say perhaps you will eventually meet someone who makes you much, much more enlightened, more intrinsically passionate

You have seen what is behind door #1 and door #2

Go straight for door #3 even if it does not exist