I have been clean and sober for a few years now and still at times get those "craving". When they hit, they hit hard. The first thought in my mind is WOW, wouldn't that be great again. Then the next thought is remembering what it was like the last time I used. Not a good time at all. I think these craving will come and go throughout our lives but as we get a little stronger and keep doing what we need to to stay clean, the cravings will come and just stay and bit and then leave. You are not the first to go through things like this. It was really rough on me when I first started to get clean and sober. But you made it through it, GREAT JOB!!!! The next time it happens, remember back to this time and see that you made it through this time and you can do it again. One Day at a Time. Great Work and keep it coming.

Allan