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Sep 17, 2009, 12:05 PM
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Member Since: Aug 2009
Location: Illinois
Posts: 1,754
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So, I am going to see my T today. I am nervous. I realized I have been in denial about things and my problems. My moods swings are very bad sometimes. That causes fights with my fiancé. I have been cutting deeper but not as much. I do throw up more than I though I did. I am scared to talk about all of this. I think I am going to tell him one thing each time I go. I can’t tell him all at once it would be too much. I wish I could forget about everything and pretend like it isn’t there. I am just getting so tired. Plus my fiancé is going out of town for the night and I am super scared to stay alone. I feel like everyone is against me. I just want to give up. Egh….. but I know I cant. Help! 
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