People will live up to or down to your expectations. I think that your T is holding the bar too low for you. I think that you can work through this. You have to deal with what is inside so that you can work through it and leave it behind. Keeping it covered and letting it brew and simmer doesn't keep it from affecting you. It is being undealt with and it continues to affect you constantly. I think that you can gain a lot from continuing to move forward. You can gain a lot of confidence by showing yourself that you can withstand this and work through it. What kind of message are you getting that you can't do this just yet?????? You are very smart and capable and you can do this..............

And yes, I am very impressed how you handled this last appt. You went in there in an excellent frame of mind!