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theotterone · Sep 17, 2009, 06:24 PM

I was tested at age 10 (34 now) and told I was NOT ADD

. I was recently diagnosed and started Adderall (last month). According to my doctor (very personable, I have worked with him for 9 years with my depression and anxiety disorder) told me that in 1985 when I was tested that one, they thought this was a childhood disability and that ADD/ADHD children "grew" out of it and two, they didn't know there was an "Inattentive ADD" type. The later being the reason I was misdiagnosed.

When I was diagnosed, my husband and I filled out CAAR evaluations. (My doctor called it a different name too, but I can't remember it). It's a questionnaire that is based on observation. I, my oldest daughter's 3rd grade teacher and my daughter herself filled out similar evaluations. They score them based on the answers. My husband got a little confused and asked if this was "over the last 6 months or the whole 12 years I've known you?" He was also worried about me seeing his questionnaire. I told him I wouldn't look at it, and even though my doctor would show me if I asked, I haven't. The good news is that my oldest didn't show any signs of being depressed but was a little anxious. Is is common for women to have depression or anxiety with ADD (I'm special, I have all three!

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The surprising thing was, that even though I am being treated with stimulants (caffeine in large amounts will put me in a panic attack) I have calmed WAY down. I think part of it is I don't procrastinate as much anymore and my attention is not divided a dozen ways. If an issue comes up, I can stop and think, coming up with a plan of action instead of only partially paying attention I can focus on it. I don't "freak out" about things, like the logical side of me is stronger so I know that isn't productive. This has also helped my attitude in general, so I can see the bright side of life. I am also seeing an ADD Coach to assist me in going the right direction in finding how I learn and how to adapt my life so I can funtion better. Otherwise, I notice my "ooh shiny" moments more and am overwhelmed by how much I do need to change. I am sick of just existing and want to LIVE my life.

(sorry, I am long winded). I guess my main message is this, if you suspect it, it very well may be since you know you better than anyone else. Don't rely solely on self-diagnosis. See a different mental health professional. Explain why you believe as you do (I HAVE to write things down or I forget! Bring a list) and what you feel you need in order to fuction better in your life. And remember you have suport here!