(((((Fallenangel )))) I understand so much how you feel. That failure feeling and lookikng at your cuts. I know how it helps and how it hurts healing.

I guess it would seem like the blind leading the blind here- but maybe you could (and I could, too) post before you cut. Just post that you want to. I read here all the time and Id check to see if you were OK. Do you want to PM me?